feeling so emosional now !

entah knp srkg gw lg pengen nangis banget
gw kangen sama smuanya
sama kluarga, kebersamaan, masa SMA & dia
gw tiba-tiba aja inget smua itu skrg
seolah gw pengen banget balik ke masa-masa itu, masa dimana gw ngerasa smuanya berjalan perfect
banyak org disekeliling yg sayang gw, bisa ngerti n memahami apa yg gw mau
skrg gw ngerasa keilangan hal itu banget
cuma nangis yg bsa gw lakuin
apa masih bisa hal itu terulang lagi?
ah ya ga mungkin deh kyknya, skrg keadaannya udah beda
ga bakal bisa lg kyk dulu
gw kangen sama smua itu
kalo gw boleh minta satu permohonan n langsung dikabulin, gw pengen banget minta smuanya bsa balik k gw

but then i realize that now i'm alone..
:'( :'( :'(

ini dia lagu yg cocok ngegambarin perasaan gw saat ini:

Avril Lavigne - I'm With You

I'm standin' on the bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Hmm hmm hmm

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I try to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Yea yea

Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeah
Yea yee yea, yea eee yeah,yeah

It's a damn cold night
Tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, oh
I'm with you
I'm with you